This is the start of the day when my website sees its first airing. Not a momentous event as I have not prepared enough information. However it is vast in its implications that today is the start of a whole new concept being made available to the world. I am proud of what so far has been achieved in a few short weeks since its conception. There is behind the scenes a small group of supporters offering endless help and personal skills to bring this to fruition. We each have talents that oversee the task and offer it depth and perception. Without these few I would be sorely tempted to throw in the towel, as the massive proposal that we offer you all needs a body of people to help run it.

This is an important weekend for another reason; it is the celebration of my mother’s birthday. She would be 71 had she continued to live and we all miss her dearly. She has been an inspiration though, in me perceiving this spirituality as her guidance and love has been with me on a daily basis. Loss of a loved one is a hard pill to swallow. But I wish to open your hearts to believing in the benefit of them passing. They are ready to move on to a variety of tasks that are a continuation. We suffer the loss, there is no easy way to recover, and we yearn for their company. However we can ease the detriment to ourselves if we open up more to the overall picture. Of course I do not suggest that this will completely negate the angst and turmoil of their passing, but it may just soften the edges and allow it to meld more within us.

The early years after her death were painful and full of sorrow. I lost my direction, my point in life and my strength to lean on. Suddenly I was exposed to the harshest of winds and the elements lashed at my window. I was filled with fear and lost my faith, unbelieving that any good could come of this. You often hear people recite that common enough expression, there is always a light surrounding the cloud (silver lining), you are just not looking. However it is only in more recent times that I can actually see it. I suffered an internal loss for nearly ten years, entwined within the fearful strengths bereavement gives. Then one day I noticed a change, in fact it had been gradually occurring, but the subtle steps were initially incomprehensible. I became aware of her within my dreams, a constant companion. I lost the fear of being alone and started to relish her proximity.It eased the pain of her loss that I carried with me and I started to see the bigger picture. I believed in her strength still supporting my life, only from a distance. She became a continuous addition to my supporters and loves and I believe in her nearness. I now understand the truth in the words “I am not gone, but merely out of vision.”Hardly a day goes by when she hasn’t visited my thoughts but they are a comfort and a celebration. I can not offer a greater gift to her life than to dedicate this website to her. I still miss her and wish I could share mine and my children’s life’s experiences with her, but I have finally come to rest from the interminable sorrow that loss brings.

I hope you all find comfort in my experience and it helps in some little way to understanding bereavement. This website is designed to give honest views and experiences to aid one another. Should you wish to examine your own spiritual advancement, why not work through the Progression Cards or glance in The Wardrobe. Over the months I hope to open many new sections, incorporating teachings and spiritual growth as well as including numerous other examples of perception. Should you wish to contribute to the knowledge on this site or indeed can make some helpful suggestion, why not register as a member? We all have depths which can support another, we are all equal.

God bless.